Everything Has Changed ft. Ed Sheeran

All I knew this morning when I woke
Is I know something now, know something now I didn't before.
And all I've seen since eighteen hours ago
Is green eyes and freckles in your smile
In the back of my mind making me feel right

I just wanna know you better, know you better, know you better now
I just wanna know you better, know you better, know you better now
I just wanna know you better, know you better, know you better now
I just wanna know you, know you, know you

'Cause all I know is we said, "Hello."
And your eyes look like coming home
All I know is a simple name
Everything has changed
All I know is you held the door
You'll be mine and I'll be yours
All I know since yesterday is everything has changed

And all my walls stood tall painted blue
And I'll take them down, take them down and open up the door for you
And all I feel in my stomach is butterflies
The beautiful kind, making up for lost time,
Taking flight, making me feel right
Taking flight, making me feel right like

I just wanna know you better, know you better, know you better now
I just wanna know you better, know you better, know you better now
I just wanna know you better, know you better, know you better now
I just wanna know you, know you, know you

'Cause all I know is we said, "Hello."
And your eyes look like coming home
All I know is a simple name
Everything has changed
All I know is you held the door
And you'll be mine and I'll be yours
All I know since yesterday is everything has changed

Come back and tell me why
I'm feeling like I've missed you all this time, oh, oh, oh.
And meet me there tonight
And let me know that it's not all in my mind.
I just wanna know you better, know you better, know you better now
I just wanna know you, know you, know you

All I know is we said, "Hello."
And your eyes look like coming home
All I know is a simple name
Everything has changed
All I know is you held the door
You'll be mine and I'll be yours
All I know since yesterday is everything has changed

All I know is we said, "Hello."
So dust off your highest hopes
All I know is pouring rain and everything has changed
All I know is a new found grace
All my days I'll know your face
All I know since yesterday is everything has changed

"Friends"

We can still be friends in the same way again . Nothing is different , depending on yourself how to respond . How to be nice ? Actually it back like it used to be , everyone could be like before . Maybe there is only one of ten your friends , only one person who can understand and know what you are. That one friend that we should watch and dont miss communication . Because only a true friend who is always there when you need , tough , and happy . Sometimes you also need time to themselves . But if there is one friend who can change your mood for the better , you must appreciate them.And there may also be a friend of your friend who you never even be your boyfriend , can also relate very well . Do not put bad thoughts against your old friends , make your friends still feel comfortable with you . In addition to becoming friends and best friends , you can also share , and spend time with them . So be a good friend and dispose of anything worse than your friend. And dont forget your old friend before. That's what friends are for ;). (The first chapter of book five)

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14 agustus 2013, dia menemuiku lalu kami pergi ke jembatan dan makan es buah. Dia bercerita banyak dan aku mendengarkan apa yang dia katakan. Awalnya pas ketemuan itu aku mau ngomong sesuatu sm dia, aku mau ngomong "aku syg km kalo jd kakaku, aku takut kalo kita pisah kita bakal berubah. Aku mau kita tetep kaya dulu sm sekarang" tapi itu ga tersampaikan. Aku ganyangka banget tiba-tiba dia beda trs blg "aku mau ngomong,duduk sini". Trs kami diam beberapa menit dan tiba-tiba keluar dari mulutnya "kita sahabatan aja". Awalnya aku masih nanya dalam pikiranku, apa kita pisah, detik itu juga karna aku ganyangka dan ga tersampaikan yg pengen aku blg ke dia aku langsung nangis. Aku ga nyangka bgt pdhl aku rasa hubungan kami bisa berjalan lama,setelah apa yg kita lakuin selama 3 taun sama-sama dia ngelepas aku dan hubungan kami begitu aja. Termasuk alasannya yang ingin fokus. pdhl kami msh bisa memperbaiki kesalahan-kesalahan kami yg lalu. Sebenarnya hari itu kami msh gantung pas aku nanya gimana 3kali ga dijawab, itukan namanya putus sepihak. 4 hari kemudian pas aku memastikan lagi,dia anggap kita sdh putus :))). Sahabatan? tapi ga nyoba buat berteman berbaur lagi? Heran menurutku. Mungkin dia mmg gapernah mikirin aku.Karena dulu aku sempat ragu sama dia, akhirnya bener apa yang kuraguin. Yang kutau aku msh syg :'(. Gaperna peduliin aku juga. Makasih atas kata-katanya yg bikin sakit hati ;). Untuk saat ini aku masih sama,masih yang dulu,belum berubah dan gatau nantinya.. Aku cuma pengen tau smua ucapannya,semua janjinya apa bnr? Apa bakal ditepatin, dilakuin? Termasuk, dia bakal ngusahain aku untuk jd yg terakhir..

Stay

Nangis. Nangis ada yang karna sedih, bahagia, sakit, atau juga karna terlalu banyak yang dipendam. Harus bisa dibedakan antara empat itu. Biasanya nangis karna terlalu banyak yang dipendam sih, dan itu butuh orang yang tepat untuk ngeluarin perasaan itu, karna biasanya kalo uda nangis berati uda gakuat lagi buat nyimpan semuanya sendiri dan butuh seseorang supaya "peka". Tapi kalo udah dikeluarin rasanya sudah cukup ringan, mengurangi rasa beban lah. Tapi ga ada seorang perempuan yang mau nangis depan cowonya, karna pertama takutnya ada tipe cowo yang malah ga berubah malah terus-terusan ngelakuin kesalahan yang sama sampe bikin perempuan itu nangis lagi, tapi ada tipe cowo yang ngeliat air mata perempuan itu sebagai suatu kesedihan yang dalam dalam banget dan mikir kalo dia udah nyakitin perasaan perempuannya dan berusaha untuk berubah atau jadi yang lebih lebih baik lagi.
Kalo pasangan sudah senang bareng, ketawa bareng, aneh bareng, sedih bareng itu.. bisa "bahagia" bareng karena sudah pernah ngelaluin masa itu sama-sama dan menurutku patut dipertahanin apa yang sudah mereka jalanin.
Sebenarnya gabaik kalo sudah pacaran terus sudah saling nerima satu sama lainnya dengan "welcome" terus pisah.. Seharusnya kalo sudah saling nerima satu sama lain berarti mereka saling cinta dan bisa lebih pengertian dan dewasa lagi buat tetap "stay". Tapi, tidak ada orang yang sama untuk kedua kalinya , jadi jangan sia-siakan seseorang itu, kutipan novel.

4 Month

6 Mei 2013 , hubungan kami berjalan empat bulan. Di bulan sebelumnya, banyak perbedaan pendapat. Yah namanya juga manusia haha. Tapi Alhamdulillah kami masih saling memperjuangkan satu sama lain. Gatau lagi seberapa besar rasa sayang ke dia, yang jelas sayang banget :). Semoga lebih bisa ngertiin, mahamin satu sama lain, dan bisa saling terbuka. Kuncinya hanya di komunikasi, kepercayaan dan pertemuan itu sih menurutku. Ga pengen pisah, ga pengen ditinggal, apalagi putus (jangan sampe). Semoga nurlan yang terakhir

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